I don't know if I can do this anymore.

Maybe sometime I'll get around to posting something besides songs, but for now, I'm on a huge Amos Lee kick. I am in love with this mans voice.

Waiting for something beautiful.

Kiss me goodbye, I am defying gravity...

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."--Marilyn Monroe

I hear the ticking of the clock. I'm lying here the room's pitch dark...

New favorite obsession: Stumble Upon which I'm sure you've heard of, unless you're living under a rock. If that is the case, sorryboutyerbadluck. I have spent countless hours on this website. I rarely find myself quickly "stumbling" through any page. I always give each page a chance, and find out that this website is a genius and knows exactly what I like. "Oh, a person spray painting a piece of paper and then two seconds later it's the solar system. Sure, I'd love to watch that." "Oh, a Wikipedia page dedicated to the world's most common misconceptions? Yep, I read the whole thing." Seriously..I was almost late to work last week because of this.

Anyway, my all-time favorite "stumble" that I've had so far lead me to this website. I dare you to find an activity that you could not listen to this mix while doing. Well besides like butchering a nice slab of meat or maybe stealing other people's dogs. But you shouldn't do either of those things anyway.

'Cause maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me...

For some reason last night, no matter what I did, I kept finding myself totally, absolutely, completely...wide awake. I'd say I tried to fall asleep for a good 2 1/2-3 hrs. but instead I stared at my ceiling/closet/Kenny Chesney poster (not a joke). This wouldn't be much of an issue except for the fact that I have been sleeping like crap lately due to the fact that I've been obnoxiously addicted to Veronica Mars and it's been effing with my dreams, therefore, keeping me awake at night. I don't know if it's the fact that my head currently feels as if it weighs 19867 lbs. (not a joke) or maybe it's the whole terrible roommate situation I currently am trying to deal with...but whatever it is, it needs to get over itself and let me do one of my favorite things, sleep. A few months ago, I had a conversation with Josh about random things that I really like. So while I was laying there last night, I started making a list of my favorite/not so favorite things at the moment. I am the queen of lists.

Favorites::
--Pandora
--Warm sheets
--This blogger
--Beards
--My Boys (tv show)
--Vitamin String Quartet...especially their version of "Smells like Teen Spirit" here or "Wonderwall" found here
--Apples (all crunchy foods for that matter)
--Wearing new socks
--Netflix

Not my favorites:
--Not being able to sleep
--Dreaming that I'm falling
--Disrespectful people
--Dirty fingernails
--Going to put Burts Bees on and the chapstick part falls out and on to the floor..ruining it
--Dry hands
--Alarm clock noises
--Walking in the rain/snow and the bottoms of my pants getting wet and then when my wet pants stick to my legs...


I'm sure there's probably a million more, and I have no idea why I decided to make these in a list form..buuut I'm bored. And freezing. And annoyed.

Say it ain't so.

I have Weezer and a million thoughts flying through my head right now...making it impossible for me to fall asleep. This is driving me insane because I have to be to work at 10:30 tomorrow and I'm going to be there all day.





Ugh.

We're just like you, only prettier.

How come every time I decide to take a nap, the apartment complex people decide to mow the lawn? I think I have a Batman radar that goes off every time I lay my head down during the middle of the day. I need to figure out how to break the shit out of that light...